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“In every block of marble I see a statue as plain as though it stood before me, shaped and perfect in attitude and action. I have only to hew away the rough walls that imprison the lovely apparition to reveal it to the other eyes as mine see it.” Michelangelo
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England has more than a small number of old houses, mansions, priories, castles and so on, many having their own tales of haunting or ghosts. Whilst I have my own experiences of wandering through these places, including my feelings walking round Port Arthur, this tale is purely anchored in a vivid dream. All I will say is that the house of my dream is one I ‘know’ and have ‘been to in the distant past’ even though I cannot recall the details of it yet.
It was drawing close to winter, the weather had turned cold and a keen wind had whistled around the house for days. It found any small crack or crevice to keen through and bring goose-flesh to your skin. It was easy to hear strange noises or perhaps whispered voices once the sun had set.
I was at my babysitting job on this bitterly cold Saturday night. I had stayed up late watching the old horror movies starring Vincent Price and Peter Cushing. They seemed perfectly suited for such eerie surrounds. When I was taken home again had to make my way to the back of the house to get in. Behind me was the skyline of the old woods, trees writhing in the wind and bats silently flitting between the scudding clouds. I was in a hurry to get inside.

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It was late and I was grateful to climb between my warm sheets and pull my eider down under my chin. I was sure I would be asleep in minutes. Yet from there I slipped into a strange land somewhere between wakefulness and sleep, or so I thought.
I saw this old house, so familiar and yet I knew, in one part of my mind, that I had never been there, yet. It had a dark and brooding feel to it, as though it had been long-deserted and had an unhappy history. I heard footsteps, a careful measured tread and with some surprise realised they were mine. I walked up the long and overgrown driveway towards the front door of the house. It felt as though the house was waiting… for me or someone else, I really don’t know.
There were six steps leading up to the front porch. The scroll work railing around the patio was rusted and dark, clinging vines wrapped around it all withered and dry, rustling eerily in the wind. The house had been empty for years, windows broken, boarded over now with jagged edges, the holes gaping into the blackness beyond.
My footsteps creaked on the wooden portico as I approached the door. The wind had picked up in intensity and the door creaked loudly as it moved slightly on its rusted hinges. Without conscious thought I saw my pale hand reach out to slowly push the door open. The screech of rusted metal protesting was loud in my ears and a nearby owl hooted as it flew off into the trees.
I did not want to enter that house so why were my feet pulling me forward? Some intangible force seemed to be drawing me inside, deeper into the dark recesses of the house. The wind whistling through those jagged holes in the windows blew dried leaves rustling across the floor as the door opened further. It made a sound like shuffling feet creeping across the floor.

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I moved slowly forward, towards the old staircase. I could see it would have been beautiful when the house was in its hey day, but now was as broken down as the rest of the house. As I stood there at the foot of the staircase I thought I heard a whispered voice calling from above. I couldn’t make out what it said and my tongue was clinging to the roof of my dry mouth. My legs had turned to jelly yet were rooted to the spot.
I hadn’t noticed that the little light which had been coming in through the door and windows had grown less. The wind was howling more strongly and I could hear thunder crashing off in the distance. Each time it sounded a little closer and the old house seemed to shake in the rumbling echoes. Lightning suddenly flashed off in the distance, throwing an eerie light into the house.
The moaning of the wind now began to sound like the moaning of someone in pain, a sound which was getting louder by the minute. Another crash of thunder seemed to rattle the old house to its very foundations and the following lightning flash flared brightly. In the peculiar afterglow I thought I saw a figure silhouetted tat the top of the staircase. A woman in a long dress seemed to be staring down at me.

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The crash of thunder pealed directly overhead followed immediately by the whip crack of lightning. Between the wind howling through the windows, the deafening noise of thunder and actinic flare of lightning the shape coalesced into the form of a woman, apparently floating down the stairs. I certainly could hear no footfalls.
Whether I could hear anything or not I no longer wished to be there. Without conscious thought, without moving I found myself once more tucked up in my bed, breathing heavily and drenched in perspiration, my heart hammering to its own beat.
I suppose one should expect strange dreams if one is watching horror movies! After all, it was just a dream – wasn’t it?
I have never seen this house and yet I know it. Another lifetime perhaps, only time may tell, it felt real at the time. I could smell the lightning and the dead leaves, the musty old house. I could hear the wind and thunder, footsteps and was it a voice moaning? At the time it was real as all dreams or otherworldly experiences are real. It is up to you to decide. Whatever lesson I have to learn from this is still to be revealed. Perhaps the message was for you?
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“I am enough of an artist to draw freely upon my imagination. Imagination is more important than knowledge. Knowledge is limited. Imagination encircles the world.”
― Albert Einstein
Blessings Susan x
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Now this is interesting Susan, I always interpret my own dreams and use them as an indicator of my health. I also have had many OOBE’s over time. Now if I may pose this thought to you. In dream symbology the house represents the body, if you dream about the toilet you can be sure you may have issues in the your bowel bladder area. Remember these are my own symbols, with the kitchen it’s the heart of the house, the roof, the brain etc. Your mansion was totally broken down and in ruins. Even though it was a long time ago you could have projected forward seeing your life now and it’s now that your body is breaking down. Just a thought and a great post BTW.
Cheers
Laurie.
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Thanks Laurie, it’s an interesting take on something I just put down to a bad case of too many horror movies. It makes so much sense though. I like the part where I wakeup and all is well…… So that means an end to all these problems, eventually. Whoopee!
Ciao, Susan ❤
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Well maybe all will be well if you have the mansion getting a facelift in your dreams. 🙂 Another thing of interest is if something horrible is coming my way I dream about huge seas and lightning storms. If I’m going to be ill then my teeth fall out in my dreams. It’s all worked up to now. 😦
Not so cheery
Laurie.
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Hmmmm! So THIS is what goes on in bed beside me at night?
Chuckle… I thought all the creaking, moaning and groaing was me!
Great post Sweetie, Laurie might be onto something with his interpretation, but if so, let’s just call in some renovators… On contract – guaranteed repairs…
Otherwise, a cup of hot chocolate milk before bed and hope the old mansion sorts itself out…
Ray XXX
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