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This world of mine
Has somehow lost its shine
Why I ask
Does it have to be this way
Why does everyone I love have to turn away
Why do they leave til I’m all alone
With a heart so heavy it finds it hard to beat
It shouldn’t be such a mighty feat
My eyes are hurting from unshed tears
Holding tight to all my fears
The pain of it all held deep inside
Is there somewhere safe for me to hide
Why, oh why does it have to be this way
Can I wake up tomorrow to a bright new day
No more hurt or pain nor loneliness
No longer waiting for the blame
A new hurting game
No need to hold my breath
Wondering if this is the final death
Will it always be that way
The sun shines at the start of each new day
It just forgets to light up my way
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If I screamed to the heavens would they hear me
Would they answer if I cried loudly enough
Has my breaking heart not borne enough
Can they not hear me
Have I paid my way to a peaceful love
Safe from all the hurt and pain
Freed from endless games of shame
The hand that is held out
Is not the hand to hurt
The smile on a face
Doesn’t hide lies like a mill race
Rushing down to sweep me away
A hand to hold the heart with love
A smile that glows with truth from heaven above
How long now until it’s my turn to smile
How long til I hear my loved ones sigh
Is this to be my life
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The answer!
Blessings, Susan ♥
© Susan Jamieson 2014
Owls and Orchids 
The world is indeed a place of contrasts.
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Powerfully written Darling, perfectly expressed – you have captured the feeling precisely… Sometimes, that is just how it feels…
Here for you always; how it feels may not always be how it really is.
Ray XXX
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I agree with lifechange90, very powerfully written, my dear friend. So sorry you are feeling this way. It won’t always be this way. Please hang on. You mean so much to me and many others. I love you, girlfriend. Things will get better. I hope we can skype soon.
Peace, love, light, and hugs,
Wild Thang
sending sunshine and lots of good energy your way. You know I’m ALWAYS here for you.
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It has to get better Susan and that’s what we just have to keep thinking, otherwise why get up each day and face the world. It HAS to get BETTER and EASIER!!
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Susan, Very strong emotions painted here. I hope you are doing well. Love and light, my friend
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