A
Curious thought
One
Never thought to rise again
A
Shy smile
One
Which carries the power to hurt again?
A
Tiny heart flutter
Barely
Felt, but heard anew
Another thought
Could this really be right?
Would
This be the ONE
Could
He really be the person he appears to be?
Could
He just be like the other one?
A smile
A touch
A tender look
The words so soft, so kind
What could be more right
Nothing ever felt so true
This time, nothing could ever make me fee blue
Yet….
Tine has a way of unfolding
And
All the half lies, omissions and lies
Fall out of time and smother
A once bright and shining light
The spirit still struggles to shine
Love’s hold is never so weak
To let go a hold of a heart so strong
Yet…
There is only so much
A heart can be asked to hold
Before love,
No matter how strong,
No matter how sure
Starts to buckle and fold
The holes once thought mended
Break open once more like new
Pain never felt like before
Begins to tear mind and heart
And this time, the spirit weakened
And slowly
Grows cold
In ‘Protection’
In ‘Safety’
In
Loneliness………………..waiting for?

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The only thing which can make sense of the inexplicable…. truth, honesty and real love because….
“Touched by Fate’s tender hands,
Love springs eternal.” –
Anthony Halat
But the best part of all is knowing that if “my emotions control me at times” then at least I know I’m alive. I choose to be alive, it’s who I am.
Blessings for all , Susan x
© Susan Jamieson 2013